Gross

People who put ranch on their pizza deserve to be punished. Why mask the lovely taste of pizza?

Birthday List

1) Canon SLR Camera (picture via Best Buy)

2) Chanel Eyeglasses (picture via alldesignerglasses.com)

3) Viva La Juicy Perfume (picture via Sephora)

4) Toms (picture via Toms website)

I am realistic and I know I will only get probably one of these for my birthday with everyone chipping in but these are the only things I can really think of when people ask me what I want. It is the twenty-first birthday so I assuming alcohol bottles are in order as well.

:)

Still Amazed

It is amazing that some people remain catty, immature, passive-aggressive, ridiculous and unreal in the most unimportant situations. Being a psychology major I try to take a step back and figure this is in result to something going on in their lives and the fault shouldn't be rested on others but then sometimes I just want to throw all that psych bullshit out the door and think... you are just a bitter negative person. Anytime I try to be optimistic you tear me down and say something pessimistic. I don't need that.

I don't understand how some people can do 180's and be a completely different person than what they once were. I guess that is why the divorce rate is 50%. You are so bipolar with your moods and I don't know what I am going to get at any given time. Is it me? Is it him? Is it them? I don't know! I used to want to know but now I don't. For now I am just giving myself space because I have more important things to worry about. I have school, work, money budgeting, my boyfriend, family and friends that truly care about me and my feelings. I don't have time and it still amazes me that you can treat people like they are nothing. Stop being so stubborn and try not cutting people off based on assumptions. Assumptions get to the best of us. I just hope you figure it our for yourself because I can't help you, I tried and it only lasted so long. I am starting to realize that I can't please everyone and there is only so much of me and my efforts that can be given. It sucks but that's reality.

Tomorrow

I can eat meat. I am ecstatic.

That is all.

<3

Fresh New Start

It is now officially Autumn with the crisp cool weather, seasonal coffee drinks, crazy dancing gorillas on the sidewalk with Halloween store signs and the mlb postseason. I decided to make a fresh new start by cutting a good amount of my hair off and adopted a new attitude. As each day passes, I am becoming more and more comfortable in my own skin and more confident in who I am. I know who I am and it is a great feeling. I now need to learn how to firmly stay who I am in all situations. With this whole vegetarian project for school, I have realized that I can do almost anything I put my mind to. If I am determined then it will happen. I am determined for this fresh new start to be positive. I am going to live my life the way I want to live it, not the way people want me to live it. This new start will be amazing! I just have to wait for my hair to grow back. :)

<3

Great Night

Why tonight was great...

1. Angels win first game in the American League Division Series against the much hated Red Sox.

2. Survivor was a good episode.

3. I ran 3 miles.

4. I completed my statistics homework for the weekend.

5. Realized the only homework I had was statistics so I am done for the weekend.

6. Got to relax after finishing my last midterm of the first round.

7. Dodgers won (second favorite team).

8. My mom agreed on making exceptions to her dinners next week on account of my vegetarianism.

9. I shaved my legs.

10. I get to sleep in a warm comfy bed.

Good night all. <3

It's Official

I am a vegetarian for two weeks starting today. Wish me luck! I just went to Burger King with my mom and sister expecting to only get apple fries but they had a veggie patty burger! So stoked! :)